Tuesday, May 25, 2004
~ My questions with no answers... ~
11:12:00 pm
Sometimes I really wonder... Why do ppl have to get hurt? Why is there so much suffering and pain in this world? But the No 1 thing... Why do ppl fall in love only to get hurt in the end? The list can go on and on... But no matter what, I can never find the answer...
I saw this quote when a friend put it on his msn nick... "
The cruellest thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall"... I couldn't agree any lesser...
Seriously, I dun blame anyone for what has happened... But for me to get rid of my feelings for him, it will take ages... Whenever I sit down and idle, these things will play in my mind... And my question will be... Why does he have to lead me on when he doesn't mean it? Sigh...
Sometimes, I feel like I wanna lose my memory and forget everything that has happened... But den I realise again, how selfish can I get... How can I forget my family who loves me? How can I forget my friends who have been there for me whenever I'm in need? How can I erase my life memory for just one hurting and painful incident that had happened? Why am I so selfish?
Reality hurts... It really hurts... As though a knife had been pierced thru ur heart... But with the support of my family and friends, I know that I'm not alone... Especially after what many have said, all I need is time... Give me some time... I'll get over it...
"While it takes a minute to have a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
and a day to love someone,
it takes a lifetime to forget someone."
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
